June 8, 2011

All to much

Well as each day goes by, we are closer to PCSing to Alaska. I wish that this PCS was the only thing to stress about but it's not. Along with PCSing in August there is a family wedding in July. Actually July 3rd. We won't be attending the wedding because it's to expensive for two tickets, let alone one. As of now the cheapest ticket is $800.00, now family is saying that my parent's will buy the ticket, but it's just not going to happen. Yes I get it, they want me to be there. But it's all to much to do with moving in 9 weeks. What's pissing me off is that I've already gotten 3 e-mails regarding me not going and how I think the world revolved around me because I'm not there.

Like WHY would I want to go when they can't even RESPECT the fact we don't have the money... Seriously, I'm about to go off on everyone and I'm trying my hardest not to.

I'm afraid I'm going to hit rock bottom again with these type of people around me, making me feel awful because we can't afford it.