Today was absolutely not a good day for me at my appointment for my new psychiatrist. To sum it up here's what she said " I only work certain hours, you won't be able to get a hold of me at any other hours, I do not work on call, and I am not a miracle worker, you might not be healed. She also felt like adding in that my health problems 'shouldn't be causing my depression or negative thought', hence she thought being in the hospital on a monthly basis oh & she doesn't believe in using medication to heal someone. She won't take me off my anti depressant that DOESN'T work, and she also doesn't want to change my anxiety medicine.
So after crying in her office for the only one hour appointment I will have with her, I left. Crying, pissed and couldn't stand her.
So my thoughts to her: screw her, she's pathetic and should NOT be practicing any type of mental health practice.
I want to be happy, I want to be on medication that WORKS, not 7 different pills that haven't done anything. It's absolutely irritating and upsetting. SO.. On that note:
Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.